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News,26 Jan 2025,13 mins,

'I spent 30 years searching for the secret to happiness'

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Contains some scenes which some viewers may find upsetting.

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The BBC's special correspondent Fergal Keane reflects on living with PTSD, depression and the search for balance in life. (Image: BBC)

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