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Last Updated: Wednesday, 23 August 2006, 12:59 GMT 13:59 UK
My nervous wait for GCSE results
Laurie Hillman
Laurie is hoping to run her own business in future
Among thousands of young people awaiting Thursday's GCSE result is Laurie Hillman, 16, who has had to cope with a serious illness as well as study.

Laurie, a pupil at Pontllanfraith Comprehensive School in Caerphilly county borough, describes what she has been through and what she is hoping for.

After I chose my GCSEs and started doing the coursework for them I was diagnosed with leukaemia. It was quite shocking.

It's something you don't expect to happen to you.

All I had were kidney infections, then all of a sudden they said it was leukaemia.

I didn't want to be treated differently

Very quickly I started losing my hair - I kept it up in a bobble but after a couple of weeks of treatment I took the bobble out and the hair came with it.

I'm taking eight GCSEs and I need at least six Cs with all Bs in sciences in order for me to do the courses I want to in college.

In the long term, my plan is to have my own physiotherapy clinic, I've always wanted to do it.

While I was in hospital I was given a laptop computer. It meant I could get on with my school work.

Nervous

People ask me why I kept going. If I had stayed behind a year, I would have been going to college on my own and I wouldn't know anyone, so I just wanted to be the same as everyone else, I didn't want to be treated differently.

Lots of people have helped me. I had a tutor who came to see me in hospital and at home and my next-door neighbour is a biology teacher so if I got stuck on that she'd come over and help.

My sister's friend's father is a maths teacher. He used to come over on Sunday to do maths with me.

My English teacher and my Spanish teacher from school would come and help me as well.

I couldn't have finished my exams without all the help and support they gave me.

I did go back to school, it was difficult at first, people didn't want to come up and talk to me because they were worried about upsetting me, but after a while it was fine.

It did feel a bit strange, but I didn't want to be away from my friends.

So how do I feel about my results?

Well, I'm quite confident. I did quite a lot of work for them, but at the same time I'm really nervous about what my results might be.




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